Take the Risks and We Shall Conquer

Sometimes I think i'm not being true to myself, bear in mind, that you can't actually see through the real me....my heart within....filled with the source of secrecy. The heart of a mankind which protrude from the body itself....The Art!

Play it, as it may be how my heart felt for the day

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Monday, May 30, 2005

What's cooking?

Hey.... I'm busy, busy in what? Stuff that I like busying on lor? What is that, can't tell ar? Can later 1st... Now y can't? cos..cos...cos.. ok lar, here's the detail:

I'm trying to read 2 books

1) The Da Vinci Code
2) Angels and Demons

Thursday, May 26, 2005

I Had Only Visited 1% Of The World



create your own visited country map


I'm ok with that... I considered myself as one lucky chap that had experienced some cultures around, there are relatively large number of people in this world who don't even have the chance to go abroad due to some economic problems...

Well, I do certainly hope that more people will be able to enjoy the greatest exotic sceneries around the globe, get a little exposure on it, it won't do you no good.

Gasp... I Think I'm As Good As A Monkey

Your travel type: Party Animal

The Party Animal always wears sunglasses during his vacation. He likes a good hotel, with a swimming pool and room service. A couple of drinks at night, maybe see a show, maybe roll the dice, that's the way to spend the evening.


Culture? A museum? The others can go while the Party Animal stays in bed. You'll find him by the side of the pool when you get back with a martini to get rid of the hangover.

top destinations:

Las Vegas
Acapulco
New York

stay away from:

Cairo
Ciudad Perdida
Darien Gap
get your own travel profile

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

他喜欢的是你

Cantonese.......pls
为何力求完美 仍然被人嫌弃 即使花过无穷力气但你挥挥手 不必喘气 就已得到他 没半点反击余地 如能共谐连理 闲言我也没理 只想得到 情人包庇 但我偏心的却待你偏心 竟选结果 犹豫内定 怎去共你比

就算不甘心输给你 都不得不下台 他喜欢的是你如何尽情落力 来学你 仍没法扭转他的心理 看得起就算 花一生饰演你 演得多么细腻 无人伴我入戏 他想拥抱的是你 危难时就算抛开我 也会为你展开两臂

为何别人能够 为何我却没有 天资不够如何补救 若我也似你 会扮作天真 也许有天 会得到他 几秒著紧

就算不甘心输给你 都不得不下台 他喜欢的是你如何尽情落力 来学你 仍没法扭转他的心理 看得起 就算花一生饰演你 演得多么细腻 无人伴我入戏 他想拥抱的是你 连夜排练过的好戏 却留待你演出结尾

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Holly Jolly

Now, now... I guessed that I'm really a pissed fire, am I? I did promise to finish it yet I can’t keep my promise, eh? Well, Previously I did post one of my “Longest Blog” but after a single press "post" button, it's gone! Yeah.... my whole thing, whole journal was gone, just like that, yeah, like that. I, was totally, at first bemused for a good 5 min, and then only I realise I am an idiot. Uttering curses and oaths under my breath, I gave my lap top a cold shoulder, I walked away to have a drink, thinking, "Curse u, Blogspot! Curse U, lap top!" I somehow found no interest anymore on going online for awhile... but it's impossible, how can I live without "surfing the internet"? I might be back to what I was, a complete ignorant fool that no longer get in touch with my mates. Funny U said was, but who cares?

The news that I'm trying to bring up which was being covered from the previous post was about a temporarily job being offered by a friend, to work in a "Networking Company". Well, guessed what, these kind of networking companies had been growing like mushrooms recently, am I right? It begins like this:

I was called up by a friend of mine, in late night. I was bemused to look at the name appeared in my Handphone. Later he had asked me whether I would be mind to come over the day after to meet him in leisure mall, right inside McD. Really curious but I was really keen to meet him, 'cause from the conversation he mentioned that he had brought along a friend to have some news to share with me.... I gasped for awhile but had agreed to meet them, around 11 am.

Without further babbling into the details, I met them sitting in the corner. We started with some self-intro conversation before we entered into the real stuff. I noticed the speaker was actually clutching a folder with him. And sitted next to me was my friend, as quiet as he always be. Apparently he is learning some skills from him, I guessed.

As expected, while mumbling stuffs like "Are u interested in earning USD in just months" in his breath, he displayed the contents of the folder by flicking through it, explaining briefly about some networking business propasals and plans that were being offered by the company dubbed "Quest Net". I presumed that maybe some of you guys are already a member of it, putting efforts into it, rite? Well, they aren't actually work like any other networking company, though similar in certain aspects, but totally different in terms of products sold, well, at least it was told by him lar.

I wasn't really paying much attention into his explanation except the "how to earn USD" part. Nisbah 3 - 3 and earn USD 250. First, after register yourself as part of the team (RM2000 per registration), you'll need to search for your ideal candidates and again, join the big circle of networking. You don't have to be exactly enthusiastic in looking for candidates as you will scare the people away. Forcing people to join isn't a way to promote the company. As they will think that it is one of the scam companies that had been taking advantages on their "victims".

My friends had wished that I could join him together to earn money together. And he said he wished to have huge amount money in his account to lessen the burden in his family in future time, as his family wasn't wealthy. He hoped to be able to fund his sister education fees as according to him again, that his sister is greatly talented in arts and designs. He wished to admit her sister in either The One Academy or Lim Kok Wing University. Well, obviously these schools are damn expensive!

But, at last I'd declined their offer and my friend sounded disappointed but he said he's fine. But deep down in my heart, I hoped he'll be able to earn these sums of money in the future.... Hey! Friends forever!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Brood With Someone That I'd Long Known...

Who is he / she that I'd long brooded with? Honestly it's my dad, we had a heated argument in the car one fine night after we had our dinner in grandma house. Well, obviously what dad's stand for in a defined family? Dad, as defined in www.dictionary.com, is as followed: -

1) A man who begets or raises or nurtures a child.
2) A male parent of an animal.
3) A male ancestor.
4) A man who creates, originates, or founds something: Chaucer is considered the father of English poetry.
5) An early form; a prototype.
6) Father Christianity, either God or The first person of the Christian Trinity.
7) An elderly or venerable man. Used as a title of respect.
8) A member of the senate in ancient Rome. (gasp, what? a Senate?)
9) One of the leading men, as of a city: the town fathers.
10) Father A church father.


But to me, Dad is erm... a paternal figure who looked after their family and their home... soem points are definitely correct in the above...

Well, the argument that we had was about my future, I remembered having a very nice conversation dialogue with him that day, and obviously we can't! As he is always the deal breaker in our father and son bond. From the very first basic knowledge of Father-and-son conversation should end up like these, "Yeah, that's good of you having done the cleaning of the house." something that sooths people heart and not being directly harsh to his children by shouting back with bad omens and nasty remarks, i do really hate that! I know it's for my own good, your advice worth a million to me, but I will listen to you, but first will you just keep your voices down and your temper? Duh! Can't we have a comfortable talk rather than having quarrels with each other. I had tolerated him since young, I just couldn't carried on any longer.

Constant Vigilance!!

Friday, May 06, 2005

(GASP)!!! Fear Is Eating Me Away!!!

As a matter of fact, I was already eaten by "Fear", well... what can I say, I could never felt this bad, this fearful that almost making me going insane.... not quite yet though. I can never experience this in my entire life... nope... never. I know this sounds odd to you, but it's totally a different story to me, who well, a narrator himself, would not dare to speak it out again.... it happens like this, as in order:
"C'mon, it's ok to go out and catch some fresh air a little, it's better than staying in the house alone, staring blindly to the wall of your own room... c'mon, u looked fatter than I'd ever thought, do you wanna turn into the same old plumpy fatty little kiddo that you used to be, everyone's gonna be shocked to see you "replenished" again as soon as the term starts. C'mon Tony.... get motivated.... (blah blah...)" BLabbed my mum fussily... sheesh... I, on the other hand, was surveying aimlessly from the window, to the wall again, the laptop residing on the table, and then to her. Thinking... "Get a clue mum, I need a break, well obviously the exams are over, I need to crang myself up, (What's crank? I have no idea, just to express how cranky i am... wham!!) well... I felt not like going out and shop, it won't do me any better, moreover, it's merely doing window shopping, which I got very bored with, I don't want to buy stuffs! What I need is to meet some friends to hang out with, and to have some pieces of cracking thoughts to share with." Well, obviously I daren't speak to her this way, I just nodded obediently at her, and on second thought, it's only a way of pretending just to "shoo" her away. Mum, sorry.... it's my fault, I'm a bad, darn! See, how rebelious was I, I really do not wish to do this, all I need is some privacies!
Then suddenly an unexpected rapid reply was shot, "Didn't a week not enough for you to have privacies, you now are like a prisoner, (Mum, I'm not! I went through a four day continuous activities, came home with my body being stewed and smelled, I was sweating alot....), Stop arguing, it just a few days. Now you are locking yourself up from the room and whatever you do is up to no good! (What!!! I'm just surfing the net) Aha... surfing, what else? Download MP3s, perhaps downloading your favourite comedies, FRIENDS? (Mum, I wrote journals too... weakened voice). Oh... that's all.... I'm going to expect a high raise of your short-sightedness. Gulps... right, you are right mum, it's been like a lodge of burdens just went falling from my heart to my stomach... this is the thing that I scared the most. Mind you guys, I have a very high short-sightedness... I knew that long time ago for I'm going to have a sharp increase of it. I was damn afraid to see an optical specialist... as soon as he / she beckoned me to wear those weird looking power-standby spectacle, like some robot eyes, I will erm shiver abit.... and try my very best to see the alphabets that I was motioned to read.
Well, My mum, she is good... to give this excuse to motivate me getting out from the house...., yup, she is worried too. And, I'm damn worried. I knew I can no longer conceal my short-sightedness power, because I'd not been checking my eyes for the past 4 or 5 years. Athough I'm wearing a contact lens, it won't be able to control my power for eternity, right? So, I bravely made my mind.... "Ok mum, I'll go, but with you as a company." "Sure, will glad to...." My mum seemed a little happier... Mum, have my credit to be able to encourage me. I knew she did this with her heart... mother's day is just the day after tomorrow.... And I can get the chance to buy her some goodies.
Well, I was all relieved after learning the fact that I have a sharp increase.... (Relieved?!) yeah... why should I be upset? As I had already expected this few years back.... My mum was there to inspire me.... Mum, I love you! Happy mother's day! Wanna know my power.... later........

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Days After Finals

At last, the tests are over and I'm apparently free from being strangled again by books, cekik myself to death.... as soon as the "final final final" punya exam finished, I dumbfoundedly bang to a group of people, as usual... "#$%$^ that's hard, what's the question saying? so many XYZ... Hey, what's the answer for question 4 (a) and (b), do you know how to calculate the answer for No. 2, damn hard man.... etc. All sorts of questions... I used to that already, and there will always be some testers that will "shoo" us away by beckoning us to keep quiet or get outta here, there are people that were having their tests.

Some frustrated ones, uttered curses under their breath... then left. I, on the other hand, joined chatting with a club of friends. It's normal to hang out after exams... and since I'm all alone without any fresh plannings, I will join whatever the club is planning to do.... but please not shopping again.... So, we'd made our minds and we planned to give our shots in REDBOX. They have these free vouchers worth 100 each... plus we were students too... and we have our student ID cards... which lead us to think that it's gonna be cheaper than ever.

So, there were we.... singing boisterously in the K room... I lost my voice, I meant I had already lost my sexiest voice... I can't sing well like I used to be when I was "young". Of course, I'm still young, but my voice box were.... u noe. I sang out of tune, but there are some lagu that I liked to sing, for instance, most sentimental David Tao's songs are my favourite, gu gui gei, Twins, Jay Chou. some other english pop singers like West-Life, Frank Sinatra, Celine Dion, N'sync, BSB, and many more.... it's a great deal of fun sharing the moments with the people there, it was so sweet.. and I knew the fact that I wouldn't wanna let go the mike... just wanna sing as loud as possible to release whatever tension that I'd been burden with! Haha.... soli ah... pai seh......

The next day, I with some guy friends, went to Ktar and play basketballs.... I admitted that I'm not a big fan of playing it, I don't play well, but rather rough, 'cause due to my bigger size, I used to shove people off.... but not now, I guessed I seemed shorter and weaker than most of my friends, they were greatly figured, well as in my opinion. Sometimes I really do think that I'm a weird guy, I don't like some most men sports... but don't call me a sissy or what... I'm just different. Most friends of mine knew better men sports than I did. Speaking of basketball, for example, they knew all alot of MBA members, from their backgrounds to their children stuffs.... Another good example is Football.... premier league ... LIVERPOOL VS MENCHESTER CITY.... ARSENAL VS MU.... Wow!... good saved by XXX Barcelona goal keeper... wow... I don't remember well their names, I knew some and I don't recall all the past results for the league championship, as it is called. My dad's a great fan... but I don't. Well, what I like about sports... ping pong, badminton, swimming, gymnastics... gua, about that.

Well well well, where were we.... it's far from my topic AGAIN... erm... later the game. We helped a fren of mine in moving into another new house.... I guessed that's just about it. I'll post later to describe the whole interesting "walk through" of this perpindahan next time because it's gotta be another long descriptive essay again... ooops... no, it should be a journal, not damn boring essay... stop here. JIU CHI GE PI (read in chinese). Guessed I need to menggasar my chinese too! If not, its gonna be worn off! SAYONARA!