Take the Risks and We Shall Conquer

Sometimes I think i'm not being true to myself, bear in mind, that you can't actually see through the real me....my heart within....filled with the source of secrecy. The heart of a mankind which protrude from the body itself....The Art!

Play it, as it may be how my heart felt for the day

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Friday, September 09, 2005

The One With The Twist That Kills

"Heck no bud... not for me.. this stuffs won't work at me, never! So, save your little weasel time and go approach someone else now, before i get upset, which u'll never like it anyway, now if u dun mind, I am having a wonderful dinner with my family now, and it's definitely ruined by your presence and no thanks to u, frank!". The man, clad with a nice looking suit, slightly hunch and holding a luggage-like pack on his shoulder, was bowing to the man whom he got the awful remark from. Turned his thin and rather tartan pink face away and moved on to another table of people, yet and again doing the same thing again, "Hi! I'm from XXXX Company based in XXX country.... our Product ha... is number 1... blah.. no.. pls pls pls listen, I... ok ... thank you for your patience, Bye Bye..."

And there you go again... doesn't that sound sad to u, or do u ever sympathise him for what he or she had done? Sure you do, but.... ok, let's face it, it's not that we don't wanna help, it's veeeeeeeery annoying to see people approaching you when you and your big fat chunks of family were having a warmth evening dinner, and suddenly appear out of no where, a bunch of know-where-to-go-directsellers tapped their feet over to you and shot you with a handful of products. Well, kicking their asses off is what we actually do nowadays, i guessed it's pretty much like that, right? Turn them down, and life goes on.

Sometimes I noticed that their products are like some stuff toys and stationaries, even socks are made to direct selling, showing people how their socks work by pulling the socks and shake it around, gasp...I mean, how disgusting is that? It's so unhygienic, imagine a guy who wanna catch your attention so badly that he wave the socks around you, watering his saliva all over to explain what socks are. Dude! Get a clue, people will get so f***king angry with your "reckless" actions. That is really an unwise action to do direct-selling.

A nice way of approaching people is however a very important issue revolving around in our big fat society. Our society has, in fact changed and is becoming intensely sensitive to anything, from politics, economics, to even the news of a woman being impregnant by the man in the neighbourhood is as a matter fact, made known to the public. See how the world had change much closer, or should I say the world has become, The busiestbodies? Streetbodies? or whatever it may imply to. The message must be encoded by the source of the encoder clearly and, of all the many channels provided, choose wisely to which media is suitable... hehe sounds like lecturing in class, though i find them rather boring, I'm sure one day it's gonna come in handy especially the first time setting foot to this uncontrollably complicated community in the future.

Secure yourselves with a broader mind and knowledges 'cause knowledge is power!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Take Care

Yeah
I know sometimes things might not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What'chu crying about?
You got me..

Hailie, I know you miss your mom
And I know you miss your dad when I’m gone
But I’m trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you’re sad
Even when you smile
Even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes
Deep inside, you wanna cry
Cuz you’re scared
I ain’t there?
Daddy’s with you in your prayers
No more crying
Wipe them tears
Daddy’s here
No more nightmares
We gonna pull together through it
We gon’ do it
Laini, uncle’s crazy ain’t he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We’re all we got in this world
When it spins
When it swirls
When it whirls
When it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Looking puzzled, in a daze
I know it’s confusing you
Daddy’s always on the move
Mama’s always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it
But somehow it seems, the harder that I try to do that
the more it backfires on me
All the things, growing up
As daddy that he had to see
Daddy don’t want you to see
But you see just as much as me (to see?)
That we did not plan it to be this way
You’re mother and me
But things have got so bad between us
I don’t see us ever being
Together ever again
Like we used to be when was teenagers
But then of coarse
Everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it’s just something
We have no control over
And that’s what destiny is
But no more worries
Rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we’ll wake up
And this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby don’t you cry
Everythings gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady
I told ya, daddy’s here to hold ya
Through the night
I know mommy’s not here right now and we don’t know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise, Mama’s gonna be alright

It’s funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christamas presents up
and stuck them under the tree
and said some of them were from me
Cos daddy couldn’t buy ‘em
I’ll never forget that Christmas
I sat up the whole night cryin’
Cuz daddy felt like a bum
See dadday had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broken into and robbed or shot up on the block
And your mom, was saving money
For you in a jar trying to start a piggy bank for you
So you can go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars
Till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your mama’s heart
And it seemed like everything was just starting to fall apart
Mom and dads was arguing a lot
So mama moved back on the Chalmers and the flat
One bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novarra
And that’s when daddy went to California with his CD
And met Dr. Dre and flew you and Mama out to see me
But daddy had to work
You and mama had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the TV
And mama didn’t like it
And you and Laini were too young to understand it
Papa was a rolling stone
mama developed a habit
and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I’m just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I’m sittin’ in this empty house, just reminiscin’
Looking at your baby pictures it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown
It’s almost like your sisters now
Wow, I guess you pretty much are
And daddy’s still here
Laini I’m talking to you too
Daddy’s still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It’s got a ring to it, don’t it?
Shhh, mama’s only gone for the moment


Thursday, September 01, 2005

Finals Are Around The Corner, Again, DUH!

Just like any other usual morning, got up early, shivering and shaking, still in reverie, things were so not the same in my room, things were much much mcuh arranged and neat. Dragging myself lazily, studied around closely... Where the hell is this creepy cold... pla.pla...place.... oh i got it, Genting Highland, again...(hey no offence folks, i'm not trying to be sarcastic or bombastic or even lofty, for yr information, i stayed in a RM 1-on-one-standard room basis, the cheapest room in First World Hotel.

my parents were out and came back to the hotel very late at night, and i was boringly at the hotel room doing god knows wat it is... duh, studyin lar... i couldn't resist the sensation of staying up in the night alone, nobody to talk to, well, that's exactly what i did whenever there is a trip to go with my family. Except when there's a class reunion or some trips organised by the class or even the colleges... I missed that part so much... gotta organised again ya folks, rmb the ozzie trip? Darn looking forward for that kind of travel... well, gotta say sorry to maggie cos she was trying to organise the trip to Bangkok... and I didn't wanna go due to the industrial training... psst..! So, mag, how's the trip business goin? how's life there?

As the title had suggested from the above, Finals are around the corner again, i wished that all of us could do well. May the god be with us, blessing us with much "A"s in the finals, and be healthy always... cheerios!


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