Take the Risks and We Shall Conquer

Sometimes I think i'm not being true to myself, bear in mind, that you can't actually see through the real me....my heart within....filled with the source of secrecy. The heart of a mankind which protrude from the body itself....The Art!

Play it, as it may be how my heart felt for the day

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004


this is my previous working place, dubbed adecco. it's an agency office, staff recruitment office Posted by Hello

Sunday, December 12, 2004

no time to write my blog, sorry mates, will edit my blog again

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Am I A Bad Guy?!

I recalled back the moment where my final exams were finished that day, (that it was the PM, don't care much of it) it was the day where all my worries were gone (well… not all, just partially because I’m afraid to see my final results.) Anyway, I gave myself a pat to the back and yelled, “Hey exams, you are not going to haunt me no more, NEVER! Yahoo! I’m free…. I’m gonna play ….play till never end”. Without further hesitation, (since I'm so free), I joined my friends for a whole day Played-for-nothing-but-fun-stuffs..... hehe... not gonna disclose here, mayb some other times, since it doesn't telly with my title of the day.

Well.... the games and fun stuffs just lasted for about a week... if i'm not wrong, I was introduced by a friend of mine to apply for a job near Ampang park there. Well, I know some of u guys knew that I was working in Citibank, but... before that, I worked in an agency office, which I cant disclosed here cos it's P & C...(well... Nah... it Adecco Agency Personnel blah blah...). The main job I did was to do some checking, tracking and some filing for the personal staffs data again this is very P & C, REAL P & C. in short, I was so called an Office boy. That time, my salary were hourly calculated. so, erm... Imagine how much I can get. But then it's ok cos I wanted to gain experiences. I was made to promise not to divulge any related subjects of these to anybody, even to my loyal family.... Yea yea... i know. If not, I'll be terminated immediately and bla..., so I just nodded softly. Well, so I was put to work in a... erm.... quite a big room, I thought that was my place to sit, so happy, later I was told it was a meeting room, Cheh....

I was very obedient (no Joking), I obeyed what they (employers) told me to do. Very obedient, obedient hingga i looked back myself, I geli hati & laughed. My employers are good, they treated me just like a friend, we chat... we joked, i even have pictures with my employers too, though I worked there for only a week (six days), I took it in my last day at work there. (I'll post it later). Working there were a happy one, I was so lucky to have started work there at the right time because I happened to have 2 birthday parties there, and i had tasted a chocolate banana cake and a white tiramissu (i know wrong spelling, hehe). it tasted so satisfying. I heard from my colleague that the two cost about 100 bugs each, WOW! HOW BRANDED I WAS....

I was later transferred to Citibank HR Department (erm... actually got upgraded, eh?!) :) , nah... because HR was in shortage of staffs, so they have to employed contract staffs, like me to handle some of the chores there, it's pretty the same job here compared to my previous one, just filing, checking... the main difference I din do was payroll. Yea.... I'm dealing with people's salary, it was a great responsibility, dun lose it, or u have to pay for it.... I was trusted with this stuffs.... scared at first, but later... no big deal, now Quite familiar with their habits liao...though still made the some minor silly mistakes.

Now... the main point, Y am i a bad guy, cos i'm leaving.... yea.. that's it, Y again? cos my employers are leaving too, they trusted me with so much responsibility on me, so to back me up, my employer employed another new gal, well... she's new... my employer will be gone on the 17th of Dec... so the leftovers gonna be me and the gals on the go... is that a child's play,nah...it's not. So... i sympathies the gal, but had no choice too, cos i need to attend classes very soon, gonna get ready. What i can do now here is to teach and guide her everything I know, My employers too... are doing their best to teach her. She is quite mixed up, though, a little confused she said, have to give her sometime to digest. Well... we understand... but our main role is to prepare the payroll.... it's gonna be another tough situation that we always needed to face.

All in all,..... Today... i submitted my resignation letter to my employer, my last physical day wud b on the 22nd of Dec, What i did here, erm.... guys... cud u pls giv comments on it, am I meant to leave my work and leave the gal to work alone? Confused


Yo! dun pray pray huh!! dun try to stop us huh! u r not goin anywhere becos u need to face us, face the Penalty!!! Posted by Hello


Hey yo! u guys are everywhere...Nah....jus a little bit Posted by Hello

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Local Universities sucks?!

Read some bits of news in the Star, there is one fella who is so fed up with our education systems. Yea.... everyone of us are aware of it, no doubt. What's wrong with our historically "glory", "golden", "gigantic" universities? Are they trying to make the levels of study down and down again? Was that an insult? I'm afraid NO.

We used to have our local universities, for instance UM top-listed in the world checklist. Back in 1960s, our UM were seated firmly in top 50.... and there is one time where UM had become top 5...(rumours) in Asean top university listing. Imagine! However, when time goes by, the level of study, apparently had been depreciated so quickly. It's true that there are some politics substances mixed into the systems, indeed, but it can't be involved so much. To sacrifice a University? C'mon! What are you fellas doing? There were times when it was so difficult for local students to get admitted to UM, places were so limitted and only the best of the utmost best student were admitted. But, sadly it was a history

Personally, without any prejudice within, I really think that studying abroad might be a good alternative for the students because they can gain much exposures and experiences, and also simultaneously experiencing the one kind of culture of many foreign countries. I wasn't saying that studying locally was bad, the years of toiling and toiling had suggested to me that our education systems were based spoon-feeding. What is exactly the meaning of spoon-feeding? Like children nowadays, they were spoon-fed. They take in whatever food the spoon comtained, it goes straight from the mouth to the aesophagus, and then to the stomach and etc. So basically, spoon feeding is like being told to memorise and remember facts and subsequently regurgitate them during assessments, exams and etc. Was that good for us?

All the time we were "forced" (can't say directly cuz some people really enjoy spoon feeding) to memorise every single facts without fail, it's boring you know, it doesn't meant anything to you, it won't give you any better even if you achieved excellent grades for your transcripts and score reports. The thing that matters most is how you gonna apply it, how you going to use it, how u going feel it... that's the main idea. If keep on reading is good, then I have one word for you "GAMBATE".

Life's hard sometimes, have to take care lots valuable things..... I can take no more pls!




Saturday, December 04, 2004

newbie here, comments are so welcome

Invited by a friend of mine, a very close one, to open a blog of my own. I'm here, first of all, I need to express my gratitude to her, (yeap she is a gal) thanks for yr support.

Well, I've been busy everyday ever since I came home from Aus, with a bunch of Utar mates, guys and gals, I missed you so much! I just can't let go the fond memories that we spent each and every minutes of time together in Aus, we played, we studied, we ate the same old and grossy chinese food, we went shopping (the outlets here can't compete with them), we chat together, we prayed, we cried..... it's never goin to be without the "we" word here, the sense of security here was not only the mere feeling of Friendship that I'd experienced so far, it's the kind of feeling of togetherness and faithfulness that never made you feel ostracised and unpopular. So fun yet so fast we departed to our own mainland, and some of us lived in different states. But nonetheless, we are still studying in the same university, we'll meet whenever time comes, We shall meet no matter what had turned to happen.

Well, I'll drop by again to add in more of my delicacies and tasty bits of news, thnks again for dropping by, Pls leave down any message for me, any comments are very welcome. Tata

Friday, December 03, 2004


well... buddies... this is me taking burger in McD in Singapore Changi Airport!! Posted by Hello